Friday, August 29, 2008
this is what happens when you try to make a quilt out of life. gnarly.

i snoop.

i poke my nose into stuff i shudnt be involving myself with. id like to believe i would have become a good private investigator, sans my size of course id be pretty good at going incognito, if i had chosen to be one. i would have charged ppol who wanted me to spy on their cheating husbands or wives exorbitant fees. hahaha...

cheats. hate them.

my boss told me that for IT ppol, if you are assigned on shore to a project to another country which is not located in the same continent with the country you came from (e.g. Philippines is in Asia and the US is in North America), it is technically not cheating. well... that comes with a disclaimer. the party that is in North America is NOT cheating if he/she hooks up with anyone. but the other person left behind (in this case the Philippines), if he/she hooks up with anyone, then THAT is cheating. twisted twisted funny logic. IT rocks!!!

moving on opposite directions.

i'm getting married next year. and being the snoop that I am, I am sincerely and without a tinge of bitterness (ebeneezer-smirk on my face), happy to know that the ex has also taken the moving on and going places approach to life likewise. for what its worth, knowing that we are both in extremely better places makes it all worthwhile. there right there validates the arguement that life indeed has a way of working stuff out.

cheers to the journey ahead.

work has been toxic at the same time fantastic. enjoying it immensely at the moment (cut to: vision of St. Paul and New Orleans in autumn)... im like a donkey with a carrot being dangled in front of me like i said one time to my boss. seriously though, I am hopeful all the hard work will pay off at some point... and again im hoping this gig gets me places ive never been to yet. so cheers... to the long and winding road that John, Paul, Ringgo and George talked about.

 



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Posted at 07:29 pm by garbagekid2001

Kavin
November 2, 2009   03:43 PM PST
 
Congrates Dear And Very nice write up. Easy to understand and straight to the point.



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bingskee
November 6, 2008   09:28 PM PST
 
a wedding??? wow!

congratulations in advance. am i glad you have moved on and succeeded to have another life! :-)
Fait Accompli
August 30, 2008   12:49 PM PDT
 
Congratulations on your upcoming nuptials. And yes, down with the cheaters!

You write well. I enjoyed reading this.

F.A. Rocks!
 

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This is me and my story... Jeremy


I:


bleed and hurt
smile and frown
laugh and cry
hope and lose it along the way
try and fail
unfold and get bruised
dream and sleep
cant let go
sing with my heart
miss my old self
wear my heart on my sleeve
fall and fall hard




"u get used to the absence i guess. u get used to the fact that somehow, life does move on and u leave things behind for a reason. sometimes u think that u cannot possibly go on with life if u lose THAT someone. and yet u find urself, a few weeks later after going thru one of the grayest days of ur life still going on. hurting and sad. but still at it. in fact, amazingly, the tears that u once thot wudnt dry up has suddenly stopped falling. i mean, yes, you stil feel extremely sad but somehow, for some reason, u can't bring urself to cry anymore. yes. the feeling of missing someone remains. i guess its normal. maybe someday soon, the missing will stop. it has to at some point. like the tears falling, maybe just maybe it will go away too.

once i thot i cudnt live a day without talking to you. guess again. maybe i underestimated myself. or maybe, this is me, finally giving myself a chance again at life. without you."- Jepoi




"after a while i've learned the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and i've learned that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. i've begun to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. i've begun to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes ahead with grace of an adult, not a grief of a child. i've learned to do things today because tomorrow's ground is too uncetain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight..after awhile i've learned that even sunshine burns if i get too much, so ive decided to plant my own garden and decorate my own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers..and i've learned that i really can endure, that i'm really are strong..and i really do have worth..and so i've learned." - Tintin
   

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