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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

ode to empty

wondering...

missing....

worried...

a bit indifferent...

wanting to talk...

no one to talk to...

just talk...

and talk some more...

can't be found...

left without a trace...

no goodbye...

space...

empty, limitless space...

not one bit of idea...

it was all so sudden...

without any warning...

no nothing...

no you...

Posted at 07:42 pm by garbagekid2001

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bleed and hurtsmile and frownlaugh and cryhope and lose it along the waytry and failunfold and get bruiseddream and sleepcant let gosing with my heartmiss my old selfwear my heart on my sleevefall and fall hard

"u get used to the absence i guess. u get used to the fact that somehow, life does move on and u leave things behind for a reason. sometimes u think that u cannot possibly go on with life if u lose THAT someone. and yet u find urself, a few weeks later after going thru one of the grayest days of ur life still going on. hurting and sad. but still at it. in fact, amazingly, the tears that u once thot wudnt dry up has suddenly stopped falling. i mean, yes, you stil feel extremely sad but somehow, for some reason, u can't bring urself to cry anymore. yes. the feeling of missing someone remains. i guess its normal. maybe someday soon, the missing will stop. it has to at some point. like the tears falling, maybe just maybe it will go away too.

once i thot i cudnt live a day without talking to you. guess again. maybe i underestimated myself. or maybe, this is me, finally giving myself a chance again at life. without you."- Jepoi

"after a while i've learned the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and i've learned that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. i've begun to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. i've begun to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes ahead with grace of an adult, not a grief of a child. i've learned to do things today because tomorrow's ground is too uncetain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight..after awhile i've learned that even sunshine burns if i get too much, so ive decided to plant my own garden and decorate my own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers..and i've learned that i really can endure, that i'm really are strong..and i really do have worth..and so i've learned." - Tintin



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