7:31 AM

Hi...

I waited for you yesterday but you weren't there. i thot a meteor had hit you and basically annihilated everything standing within a 5-mile radius of your house. so i sent you a letter telling you to have some decency by at least telling me  you weren't going to make it due to some unforseen cataclysmic event that would put the dinosaur extinction thing to shame...

lo and behold... you are indeed, alive. if i didn't know who you were, i would have quickly surmised you had the cockroach gene in you. don't you just hate them? especially the ones that fly? i digresss. seriously, i got your messages. one read "shit happens sorry..." and the next message right after that went "your lucky im still alive...".

i lost it after that.

since when has it been my responsibility to keep you alive? for whatever reason there is, whatever reason you almost died, i dont give a shit. and never will i owe u cos u kept yourself alive. U OWE IT TO URSELF. u live ur life the way you want it. and if u did die cos u lived it like the way u wanted it, then die happy.

i hope someday, by the grace of time and maturity, you will learn to owe up to what you have to be responsible for. you cannot live your life by passing the buck on to somebody else just cos its convenient and it takes away your guilt. for now, maybe thats how you want to live your life. i just hope that it wont be too late when u begin to realize how to own up to your actions.

i would love to stick around. but i cant bring myself to stick around and watch u crash and burn. it'll crush me to see u go.

i hope you can get a grip of everything someday soon.

Me