Thursday, April 17, 2008
my mornings have become a lot more meaningful the day you came into my life.

a posting i made on my Ria's friendster account when we hit 10 months. we celebrated our first year of being together last April 03. just thot i'd share the posting i made for her.

 

im unintelligible sometimes. i get hard to understand.
im sarcastic often. i make snide remarks at the smallest things that irritate me.
sometimes, i get complacent. i come across as someone who doesn't give a shit anymore. Like I start to not care at all.
most often than not, I make a big deal about little things that you say or do. I neglect saying sorry if I make u mad.
i've never put enough effort to correcting my flaws. they make me who i am. they define me. i fail to explain why whenever you ask me questions, ur like solving this great puzzle that is me.

i hate driving. so u end up taking the wheel from me a lot of times.
u hate it when ppol smoke in your car. u make me an exception.

u've always told me u want me to be the man u grow old with.
i never told u i want to be that man. and now u know...

i want to be that man you spend the rest of your life with.

i can't imagine a life without you.

i love you.


Posted at 04:57 pm by garbagekid2001

 

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This is me and my story... Jeremy


I:


bleed and hurt
smile and frown
laugh and cry
hope and lose it along the way
try and fail
unfold and get bruised
dream and sleep
cant let go
sing with my heart
miss my old self
wear my heart on my sleeve
fall and fall hard




"u get used to the absence i guess. u get used to the fact that somehow, life does move on and u leave things behind for a reason. sometimes u think that u cannot possibly go on with life if u lose THAT someone. and yet u find urself, a few weeks later after going thru one of the grayest days of ur life still going on. hurting and sad. but still at it. in fact, amazingly, the tears that u once thot wudnt dry up has suddenly stopped falling. i mean, yes, you stil feel extremely sad but somehow, for some reason, u can't bring urself to cry anymore. yes. the feeling of missing someone remains. i guess its normal. maybe someday soon, the missing will stop. it has to at some point. like the tears falling, maybe just maybe it will go away too.

once i thot i cudnt live a day without talking to you. guess again. maybe i underestimated myself. or maybe, this is me, finally giving myself a chance again at life. without you."- Jepoi




"after a while i've learned the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and i've learned that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. i've begun to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. i've begun to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes ahead with grace of an adult, not a grief of a child. i've learned to do things today because tomorrow's ground is too uncetain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight..after awhile i've learned that even sunshine burns if i get too much, so ive decided to plant my own garden and decorate my own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers..and i've learned that i really can endure, that i'm really are strong..and i really do have worth..and so i've learned." - Tintin
   

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