Tuesday, March 18, 2008
a pair of feet, some white sugary sand... and a whole lot of walking.

it's nice to retrace the footsteps that we've made once in a while. it gives us a sense of journey, a sense of movement, a sense of maturity. footprints are made to be slowly erased by time. at the moment they are created, they get imprinted in our souls. take for example if life dealt you a lousy hand at love. at the moment the hurt is felt, you wallow in it. you embrace the pain and the sadness. but as days move past, and you unknowingly move further and further away, the sadness ebbs. you grow a lil number each ticking moment. before you know it, what was once excruciatingly painful before has gone.

growth.

we grow. as farther the set of prints we made in the past seem when we try looking back at them, it only means we've moved on and we have survived.

we mature.

id like to think of it that way. it validates the point of our existence. it validates the fact that we learn to live with the pain and we learn from it more importantly. when i felt my whole world was about to fall apart, i never knew there was a lesson to be learned in that experience. only when things have settled and your mind has cleared will you be able to finally realize that there really is something to learn. i learned to let go.  and in the process of letting go, i also found a way to love again.

footsteps... and beyond.

i intend to do this. to keep walking. to imprint as much of myself as i can. and i intend to look back and learn all the things i can from all the good things and even the bad things ive gone thru and i will go thru.

taking this life one step at a time.



Currently listening to: You and Me
Who We Are
By Lifehouse



Posted at 07:07 pm by garbagekid2001

bing
May 2, 2008   11:17 PM PDT
 
hi, there, how are you? how's life?
Jaja
March 31, 2008   10:03 AM PDT
 
uy love ko tong post na to!it's refreshing to know someone who can look back on their past.i know people who refuse to acknowledge their past.isn't it sad?
 

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This is me and my story... Jeremy


I:


bleed and hurt
smile and frown
laugh and cry
hope and lose it along the way
try and fail
unfold and get bruised
dream and sleep
cant let go
sing with my heart
miss my old self
wear my heart on my sleeve
fall and fall hard




"u get used to the absence i guess. u get used to the fact that somehow, life does move on and u leave things behind for a reason. sometimes u think that u cannot possibly go on with life if u lose THAT someone. and yet u find urself, a few weeks later after going thru one of the grayest days of ur life still going on. hurting and sad. but still at it. in fact, amazingly, the tears that u once thot wudnt dry up has suddenly stopped falling. i mean, yes, you stil feel extremely sad but somehow, for some reason, u can't bring urself to cry anymore. yes. the feeling of missing someone remains. i guess its normal. maybe someday soon, the missing will stop. it has to at some point. like the tears falling, maybe just maybe it will go away too.

once i thot i cudnt live a day without talking to you. guess again. maybe i underestimated myself. or maybe, this is me, finally giving myself a chance again at life. without you."- Jepoi




"after a while i've learned the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and i've learned that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. i've begun to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. i've begun to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes ahead with grace of an adult, not a grief of a child. i've learned to do things today because tomorrow's ground is too uncetain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight..after awhile i've learned that even sunshine burns if i get too much, so ive decided to plant my own garden and decorate my own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers..and i've learned that i really can endure, that i'm really are strong..and i really do have worth..and so i've learned." - Tintin
   

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