i matter... because there's this one girl who says she wants to spend the rest of her life with me. so no matter what others say about me, despite my flaws, despite my imperfections, despite my bruises... i matter.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

pretty standard i guess. the usual messengers. i got YM. i got AIM. i got MSN. i used to have camfrog because i was a camwhore in my past life. theres this iVisit software which effin makes my laptop crawl to a standstill. my limewire which i usually use to download songs and porn illegally. my itunes. a couple of office documents i downloaded on my desktop because i didnt have time to create a folder inside my directory. firefox. IE. my stuffs folder which doesnt look like a folder because i changed the icon to some peace sign icon i got off the net.

my desktop wallpaper? a pretty bruised and beaten up heart. with bandages and stitches and all. black background. gloomy. emo.

enough said.

Posted at 06:55 pm by garbagekid2001


	Jaja October 10, 2007 03:54 PM PDT astig naman ng wallpaper mo.that bruised heart stands out in that black background.nice!

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"u get used to the absence i guess. u get used to the fact that somehow, life does move on and u leave things behind for a reason. sometimes u think that u cannot possibly go on with life if u lose THAT someone. and yet u find urself, a few weeks later after going thru one of the grayest days of ur life still going on. hurting and sad. but still at it. in fact, amazingly, the tears that u once thot wudnt dry up has suddenly stopped falling. i mean, yes, you stil feel extremely sad but somehow, for some reason, u can't bring urself to cry anymore. yes. the feeling of missing someone remains. i guess its normal. maybe someday soon, the missing will stop. it has to at some point. like the tears falling, maybe just maybe it will go away too.

once i thot i cudnt live a day without talking to you. guess again. maybe i underestimated myself. or maybe, this is me, finally giving myself a chance again at life. without you."- Jepoi

"after a while i've learned the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and i've learned that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. i've begun to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. i've begun to accept my defeats with my head up and my eyes ahead with grace of an adult, not a grief of a child. i've learned to do things today because tomorrow's ground is too uncetain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight..after awhile i've learned that even sunshine burns if i get too much, so ive decided to plant my own garden and decorate my own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring me flowers..and i've learned that i really can endure, that i'm really are strong..and i really do have worth..and so i've learned." - Tintin



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